no.. read.

So I read somewhere that blogging helps - in some strange way something like... umm giving the illusion of socializing or illusion of someone listening to you and your problems.... meh, somethin like that.... so I'm gonna try it out. Yes, I'm that desperate at the moment, I have no idea why.

This journal thingy is kinda like a blog so yeaah. tading!

I looked back on older pieces, and I can say that I really am improving. But I'm still very far from my goal. Those pieces I did, they took 3+ hours to complete, and when I saw other artists' work, they took 1 hour minimum to reach the same results as mine. Hmmm.. what does that make me.. I feel a sense of achievement but at the same time a sense of failure......... meh..... It could be because I don't really practice daily. I only do it when I feel like it. I want to improve and I want to take this seriously, but I just can't get myself to do it...

ugggghhhhhhh........ this is the most annoying problem eveeer, and it has been bugging me ever since I started drawing!!!

MY SOLUTION!!!

I must force myself.. draw at least 2 things per week, unless I'm busy. -- *cough* so I have tests this Thursday and Friday-- But I don't want to draw some random thing with no meaning, or something that doesn't appeal to the viewer.

I have to thank 's last deviation -- thx pare --, that comic thing, for inspiring me. Yep.. you guessed it, I'm gonna draw mini-comics, bout my daily life. -- ahh.. this is gonna suck so ba- --

Hopefully this will help me. Am out.

- KGZ